Ohmygod. I would love a thigh gap that lovely....

Age: 15
Height: 5'6
BMI: 16.6
Starting: 112 lbs
Highest: 118 lbs
Lowest: 99 lbs

It all started when I was 12. I had always been the skinniest and tallest out of everyone. I was skin and bones and people worried about me. I ate just like every other kid though, probably more than everyone else actually. One day when I was 11 puberty decided to smack me in the face therefore slowing down my lightning fast metabolism. I was suddenly feeling a lot bigger than the other girls. I would look at them when we would change at sleepovers and I would envy their hip bones. When I was 12 I moved in with my grandmother where there was always an endless supply of junk food. I pigged out. I ate so much it was disgusting. My weight shot up. One day I got on the scale and my jaw dropped. This HAD to stop. I didn't eat for three days and worked out like a maniac. I lost about six pounds. At this point, I was home schooled. Shortly after this I moved all the way across the country where my parents allowed me to go to a public school (first time in my life) one girl was talking about how she thought she was really fat and needed to loose pounds. She told me that the secret to anorexia is to drink tons of water. (At this point I didn't exactly know what true anorexia was) I knew I didn't need to become anorexic but I needed to loose a little more weight. I started eating only dinner. I lost 4 more pounds. I was so satisfied. I was at 108 lbs, the lowest I'd ever been. I hadn't been concerned about my weight severely after that until now. Of course, I still had the thoughts saying "You need to eat less, weigh less, be less." One day at school we watched a couple movies on EDs. The whole time I was watching I was thinking, "Wow, that's like me." That same night I was searching Tumblr and came across Neverbetooskinnyy.tumblr.com. At first I thought it was an anti-anorexia blog, I was mistaken. I started looking at the pictures. At first I was shocked, then I wanted to be them. Which is where my blog comes in. I made this blog so I could find more inspiration, support, tips, and everything else to help me through my journey to becoming perfect.
I am not pro ana. I am now recovering due to a complicated series of events involving telling my mother about my anorexia. If you'd like to follow me on my recovering/ cute picture/ whatever blog, feel free. http://damsel-in-denial.tumblr.com/ I follow back on that blog, not this one.